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My God is…Wise Romans 11:33

01 Mar

Romans 11:33: “Oh, how great are God’s riches and wisdom and knowledge! How impossible it is for us to understand His decisions and His ways!”

Hindsight is 20/20

Hindsight is 20/20

This wasn’t how things were supposed to turn out.
When I was young, I wanted to be a teacher. I think it was mainly because my Dad was a teacher, and a really good one. I had my eye on the prize. And I did become a teacher. I had great students, parents and the other teachers were wonderful. But after a year and a half, my husband and I were sent to England with his job in the military. In England I would have had to take a year of classes to even teach there, and we were only staying for three, so I didn’t pursue it any further. It didn’t really work out the way I expected. I actually thought about teaching more years than I taught.

But in retrospect

Hindsight is 20/20 they say, and while I wouldn’t say we always get the reasons clearly revealed to us, I would say that the Lord has certainly used my short stint as a teacher for my best. You see as a trained church teacher, I was sent to Idaho. Now this girl was not even thinking about going to Idaho. But if that’s where God wanted me, I was willing to go. While I was there (for that whole year and a half). I met my husband. He’s 8 years older than me, and if I had met him before this time, I wouldn’t have been old enough to really be considered as someone he would want to date. But now I was a young woman. I had a career, and loved my job. These are things he found attractive about me (maybe not the only things).

Again God did things differently than I expected

My husband had been stationed in Idaho for 8 years when I met him. He thought they had forgotten about him. Our plan was to stay and have me teach there for as long as we could. As soon as we got engaged (a mere nine months after meeting) he got orders to England. Amazing. I had always hoped to go overseas, but until meeting my husband, I didn’t have any reason to think I would get there. Now I was going to live there. Amazing.  But that also meant leaving a place I had grown to love in a very short time. But it did feel like God was moving us along, not really our own will.

Some things we may never understand (until we get to heaven)

Shortly after we were married, we found out that we were pregnant. It was quick. I was so worn out, and feeling sick. I didn’t know what was going on with me. I could hardly stay awake at staff devotions (this is when the pastor and his wife knew I was pregnant). A week or so later, I took the test. We were shocked. We really hadn’t expected to start a family so quickly, but if that was God’s will we were going to go with it. Unfortunately a few weeks later I suffered a miscarriage. I was only seven weeks along, and some would say it’s not even a baby yet, but we were in love with our little one already. I don’t know if I’ll ever know why we didn’t get to meet that little one, but God knows, and though I don’t understand, I know He is wiser and more understanding than I ever could be and I can trust He can use it to work for my good.

What have you understood more looking back?

Is there anything that became clearer for you with the 20/20 hindsight view? Have you seen the Lord’s work after the fact? Maybe you’re going through something now. Hopefully the verse above will bring you some comfort knowing that the Lord is wise and that it’s natural for us not to understand his ways sometimes. That doesn’t mean we don’t necessarily have to stop believing when His ways don’t make sense to us.

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Posted by on March 1, 2012 in God is Wise

 

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4 responses to “My God is…Wise Romans 11:33

  1. Tara

    March 2, 2012 at 8:11 am

    needed to hear this today, Jill. God even used your devotion to put Romans 8:28 on my heart again. I’m dealing with a situation with Boo’s school right now. I’ll fill you in next week, but God’s wisdom is certainly what I’m seeking at this time. Can’t wait to see you. I’ll give you a ring this weekend to talk details… Blessings on your day!

     
    • Jill Richard Internet Marketing

      March 2, 2012 at 8:15 am

      Tara – I’m so glad that this was helpful! I don’t usually write them this close together, because I’m lazy, but I really felt like starting one yesterday, and was able to finish it up today. I guess there was a reason! 🙂 I can’t wait to see you, and until then I will keep Boo and you in my prayers.

       
  2. Angela

    March 2, 2012 at 8:39 am

    Revisiting a “My God is…Wise” stories is right out of college (I was older because I had previously been in the Navy). A half-time teaching position at a middle school was offered to me. Within days of school starting we became pregnant. I worked mornings, slept afternoons. Summer came and so did our daughter. Halftime work the following year: mornings working, afternoons playing with my infant daughter! And a blessing beyond measure! Oregon passed a huge ballot that second year of that positoin and Art was cut from the district’s middle school program. That very same year Steve’s sister (16 year old) came to live with us. God allowed me care for both girls without the worries of a job. God knew exactly what He had planned. One summer day when our daughter was now 3 years (the summer after my husband’s sister moved) the phone rang. I was asked to oome interview and work for another middle school I hadn’t even applied for…hindsight?..most certainly!

     
    • Jill Richard Internet Marketing

      March 2, 2012 at 8:42 am

      That’s such an awesome story Angela!! I love it. God is good, all the time! I’m so grateful you shared that story.

       

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